date: Monday, February 8, 2010
time:11:25 PM
I know you're tired, quite tired. I know i made you frustrated and don't seems to understand you at times, i will work hard on that. I don't mean to irritate you at all and i hope you do understand. What we had gone through in the past, i hope we had learned our mistakes. When you said that you do your best to change, i believe. I said i will change for you too. Things in my mind, i wanted to tell you, but is difficult for me to express it out. Hope you give me time to explain how i feel. I want to see the best in you, i know i'm different to you compared to the time when we're first together, i will bring back part of the past in the future. Things have been going rough between the both of us, but i believe we're strong enough to make it through any boulders we encountered, we had faced. I know this relationship is strong enough to go on. Please don't get weak. I know you have been accommodating this relationship often, but i doing my part too. But, i need you to show me more. I know is hard for you and i'm really sorry. I know i have been pressuring you when you're already doing what you should do, but i need you to show me more. 325 days we have been together is still not enough. there's no limit in our relationship, and you once told me we can last, i really believe in that. I know i have been making you answering my question none stop, but it's the only thing that can relieve me, and i apologize for that.. even though we're difficult to communicate, but we seems happy with each other right?.. sigh, hope you understand what i'm trying to say now..
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