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Hello, strangers! This is my url(: My parents gave me a special gift name Kegan. check if I'm male or female on 22/05/93, I'm male. & I am studying in Kranji now. I have extreme moodswings, rather emo. I can get extremely high and I got high self esteem(:
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date: Friday, June 20, 2008
time:7:12 PM

Hey Future Love, i didn’t know how to start this letter Dear, or hello, couldn’t decide which sound better. i went for the informal because i’m not trying to impress try to make it laid back so there’s no need to stress. i know I don’t know your name, but someday i hope we’ll meet on the street and no longer be alone. sometimes i gaze up at the stars and imagine how it will be, where will it happen? will you just turn and look at me? will we discover the meaning of “love at first sight?”

chalet-ed,

day 1

went tournament at arena, around boon lay area. darn i can't stand coach being right there shouting through my mind, how should i play. i'm trying to concentrate right there and he just kept on shouting, felt like calling him next time please shut the fuck up. even uziel was being irritated and fustrated with him. i'm trying to play my right game, played doubles with uziel. i'm just not use to the court and the surrounding and i'm trying to get use of the place, damn. kept shouting. i will show him, i will train freaking hard, so next time he won't say a single word at me. went home after my match, cause edwin waiting for me, going chalet. there's a next match i don't even bother to go, it's better to enjoy myself there, took mrt all the way till downtowneast, SUPER far. like took around 2 hours to reach there. reached, after that rented bike, cycles for hours, wore skinny and cycle, wth super tight. hahah.. just rent a bike over night cost$20?! wth ex luh, after that nigel and jun kai came over, took taxi here. 30 going 40 -.- went fishing, around the beach, caught lot's of different kind of fishes, those wierd wierd looks, hmmm then we went and slept.

day 2

nigel left to make I.C early in the morning, after that we went to return our bike, we went fishing again, no luck at all. no fish. after went suntanning, god get sunburnnnn (: super painful, edwin say i look like malay, like real. swim along the beaches, and fishing. damn funny (: caught one flatfish, super ugly. aloysius still down there whack the fish like a volleyball -.- poor thing sia the fish, after decided to go escape but it's kinda late already, so we didn't go, ate bbq, played pool, then after we went to swim again. our skin are tearing apart, then after that we went to find xiao gou, they wanna go redhouse, me and glenndon want to go but aloy afraid, then in the end we took taxi there, hahah. cost $4+ wthh lah, then after we went back, sleep super tired. done alot of activities.

day 3

woke up around 9.30, very early cause glenndon dad wanna check out of the chalet so we thought about going to escape cause we got free ticket, so we went till 3.30, sat all rides. as you guys know what is in escape, aloysius puked. he can't take those rides, hahaha. weakkk =p took taxi back cause aloysius really can't take it, so yeah... we went back home, time fly so fast, i was expecting the chalet to come but it's over and school gonna be reopen soon. hmmm...

life have never been sweeter, so as for love.



date: Sunday, June 15, 2008
time:9:19 PM


Band Concert (:

the day before concert, went out to marinasquare to shop. can't remember much things but i only knew i went with edwin, glenndon and nigel, after the whole shopping, glenndon decided to stay at my house, cause it's kinda late, around 2am at night. played DJ Max at home with glenndon, its fun but kinda tired though.. slept ZzZ

Woke up early in the morning 8 + cause freaking aloysius kept on calling, cause his super excited about the band concert, went glenndon house after i prepared my things, meet aloysius and jeremy. went penni around 1pm?! wth super early please, cause aloysius wanna but skinny. wth in the end went there then he decided not to buy. sian waste our time, went victoria around 3. and we waited there like 4 hours. i expected the band concert to be fantastic, but actually is okay okay only.. after the whole band concert, we went to eat makansutra (: aloysius treat woot, order damn alot of things, and freaking hot, spicy and filling. went back home in the end.

15th june, having wee kim wee tournament, don't have that mind set to play, but coach want me to play doubles (: finally. i'm hoping for him to say that, gerald played first single, thoven and uziel played first doubles, and finally samuel played second single, won 3-2 cause we won 3 matches, so don't need to play (:

after that went jurong hq to claim my handphone back but in the end didn't so tmr hq again with edwin i guess, i will stop here (: smile everyone.

life have never been sweeter, so as for love.



date: Friday, June 13, 2008
time:8:50 AM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NIGEL (:
went causeway with Glenndon and Aloysius, help them choose shirt what to where for the band concert, Aloysius is like shy till. really got nothing to say luhh, just to choose his shirt need 2 person to follow him inside, unexplainable shy, totally lah.
after that all of the sudden, nigel called see if we wanna go marinasquare with him to shop, cause his birthday today so we said okay. went there by mrt, reach around 7PM -.- kinda late. played pool with glenndon and edwin. woot! i won both of them, AGAIN. hahaha.. while me and glenndon playing, edwin and nigel getting bored so they went to play bowling, i don't find it fun, just throw a heavy ball. bought a small cheese cake for nigel, from mac cafe. there's another group of girls celebrating too, glenndon -.- tmd haahha, he go ask the girls THAT WE DON'T EVEN KNOW THEM,
Glenndon: excuse me, can i borrow your candle? for my friend there. one only,
Girl: orh orh okay, no problem.
Glenndon: Thanks
WE: WTF HE NOT PAI SEH UHH?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!
hahaha.. kinda funny if you were there listening the conversation. (:
I really want to give her everything she deserves, i used to share my love with you.


date: Tuesday, June 10, 2008
time:5:52 PM

hmm, i guess what i said was right. played 3rd single, coach was there shoutin at me, shout shout shout. i'm really blanked out in court. i'm not on form today, but i still try my best to fight on, cause i'm the decider. giving me damn alot of pressure, i can't concentrate at all.. but in the end i won, he still not happy, won 3-2. phew almost, freaking nervous..


ate burger king after the whole tournament, damn, i'm hungry. everyone was.. don't really know what i ate till i feel my stomach went wrong, gosh. stomachache! i suffered from jurong west till choa chua kang, still need to walk home "buay ta han lah" pain like siao. arghhh

and now finally reached home(:


The love that she used to give me, it can't be found anymore



date: Monday, June 9, 2008
time:9:16 PM

catched "kung fu panda" movie, so funny and nice. you guys must watch! (:

when with Edwin, Glenndon and Aloysius.

argh.. tmr wee kim wee's tournament, i felt so not ready luh. later coach shout ): sian.. and i guess the overseas trip for badminton is around Dec, looking forward to tht day. gonna enjoy.

I really want to give her everything she deserves.



date: Friday, June 6, 2008
time:11:05 PM


hmm i still remember those times we brothers are like so close? treat each other like a small or big brothers, but now. we're like being torned apart, no longer close anymore..
haha, look at me i'm tired falling asleep during chalet. (:


and you, when i look at this photo. thinking those times we had together, kept on making me laugh none stop. but now, i feel that we're strangers. are we? for me, i don't think so. cause i got this feeling, one day this brothership gonna get back together like the past. i hope so it will happen..

smile, theres nothing to be sad about. (:

slacked with glenndon and edwin at sunshine place, played pool with them. kinda fun though, long time never touch the cue stick, played damn lousy now. but i still won edwin 2 games! cool. but glenn win me ): he power lah, after that went aloysius house downstairs play soccer, i improve on my kicking! last time dont even know how to kick, don't really know why i can kick till the ball hit my FACE, everybody laughing at me. oh gosh lols, embarrassing ZzZ. after the slacks, went back home. took bus back with edwin, he keep nagging me he wanna take lrt, but i pulled him to the bus stop, sitting down kept asking me

edwin: kegan can take lrt, take lrt, take lrt

me: .. no, shut up lahhh

he like keep saying "take lrt 100 times," even we're on the bus. freaking irritating, haha but i force him to take bus. =p gonna pause here ^^

you're driving me crazy

crazly in love [c=#DCB6F1]



date: Thursday, June 5, 2008
time:10:45 PM
JOKE
Anger management?
Husband: 'When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control your anger?
'Wife: 'I clean the toilet.'
Husband: 'How does that help?'
Wife: 'I use your toothbrush .'
Meaning of WIFE
Husband asks, 'Do you know the meaning of WIFE? It means 'Without Information Fighting Everytime'!
'Wife replies, 'No, it means 'With Idiot For Ever'!!!'
Losing all your friends
Man comes home and finds his wife with his friend in bed.
He shoots his friend and kills him.
Wife says 'If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends.'
Brother wanted
A small boy wrote to Santa Claus,'send me a brother'....
Santa wrote back, 'SEND ME YOUR MOTHER'....
hahaha, it's funny (: enjoy


date: Wednesday, June 4, 2008
time:8:53 PM

i miss you ):

slacked with rachel at my house downstairs, she need a listening ear so just accompany her. listening her nag is kinda funny, since primary 1 i know her, till know she didn't change abit. gosh she's still a kid to me, hahaha.. she kept nagging where's her bf cause her bf never contact her for hours, lols. slacked for 3 hours, my butt numb, pain.
it's end here (:
you used to be with me in my dreams, things won't be the same anymore..


date:
time:10:32 AM
I dream about you all the time,


woot! went zoo, long time never been there already. y'know what? is super bored. nothing much, just seeing those animal sleeping?! went with Edwin, Glenddon, Abdul, Jeremy, Sok Meng and... aloysius,

we passed one baboon place. remind me of something, i said this

me: eh, i realise something.

edwin: what?

me: you know baboon butt is damn super red right?

edwin: yeah?

me: isn't it look like sok meng face when she's laughing out loud? super red lo,

sok meng: ... wa lao ...

me: there! see her face! super red again! shy shy lahh,

everybody was laughing, if you are there it's really funny the way we talk.
and wth? Glenddon go zoo play psp all the way, played DJMAX. we keep stopping him but he won't listen,

oh yeah, my new shoe made my feet got blisters, wth. the shoe have not season yet, super painful. walked till my skin tear, then blood came out. no choice took taxi home. freaking pain..

went jeremy house after having our dinner at choa chu kang stadium, went his house watched "the promises". bored.. yawn~ finish posting,don't feel like posting anymore

sadly didn't take any picture there,
i'm trying to get back to you, why did i failing to be with you?


date: Monday, June 2, 2008
time:10:30 PM
Sean Kingston - Me Love

Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.

[Verse 1]See the first time me looking at your eyesme be tell you want a guy like mewe use to ave gud times on da eveningme and you chilling on da beachWe use to kiss and caress an chess megirl it feels so sweetden one day you movenow im feelin kinda bluecause we had to see you leaveI feel like im drownin in da oceansomebody come and take me away

[Chorus]Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.

[Verse 2]Now im sittin in a chair wit no one hereand im feelin all alonethinkin to myself likedamn why my baby up and goneits like im missin her and i know shes missin meits been two years an a half in july will make it three.I feel like im drownin in da oceansomebody come and take me away

[Chorus]Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.

[Bridge]Why you leave me, wuh why you leave mebaby tell me, beh baby tell mewhy you leave me, wuh why you leave mewhy you leave meWhy you leave me, wuh why you leave mebaby tell me, beh baby tell mewhy you leave me, wuh why you leave mewhy you leave meI feel like im drownin in da oceansomebody come and take me away

[Chorus]Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.Uh uh uh uh oh oohwhy'd you have to go-ohaway from homeme love.Why you leave me, wuh why you leave mebaby tell me beh baby tell mewhy you leave me, wuh why you leave me




I'm spending all of these days putting my heart back together, i'm seriously hurt i got nothing to say to you anymore,


i had enough, i gave you chances. i can't take no more! enough of rubbish, things you said. total bullshit, i treat you that someone i need most, you give me this. you gonna lose more, you lost one, still not afraid? i told you i won't even leave you alone, but you still can't listen. feel like giving up on you man, i have plans, i don't want you to waste my time and yours, you told me this,

"Kegan , please i really don't wanna lose this "B_________P" so can you please give me one last chance and this time i will really treasure it, please? can? i really wanna treasure it..."

when i see this, i felt fucking shit. i felt that it's useless to carry on, but i felt hurt too. please i does have feelings, i tried. "someone" is right, it's useless to carry on. that's why the person left you, don't you feel hurt?! fuck i am for you, please think... please? i don't wanna end this. that's why i told you that sentence, i know you will be "a____" i not even treasure this, i even treasure you, think please? i did so much things, but you think what i had done is negative, it's bullshyt to you, man.. why you keep forgetting things?! sigh, let's make things better tmr okay? smile (:

feels like no one know's who i really am..


date: Sunday, June 1, 2008
time:10:53 PM
I ENJOYED TODAY(:

yay! finally i got to go out with my family. my dad decided to stay with us cause his like working every single second, he missed us so he wants to bring us out (: went vivo. bought shoes from ALDO, cost quite a bomb. cost around 80+ my goddd, bought lot's of things. food sister treat (: love her, time fly luhh, one week of june holidays is gone, fast uh.

wth if you guys plan can plan properly? as in. change the plan 3 times, keep telling me wanna go this friday, then wanna go on next tuesday. still not enough, wanna change till next thursday?! wth, i got plans too okay. don't keep changing lehhh, fix on the right time.

don't keep changing your loves one, not a good idea trust me (:

i'm tired of waiting, (: