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Our story, is about a unique Love.
Hello, strangers! This is my url(: My parents gave me a special gift name Kegan. check if I'm male or female on 22/05/93, I'm male. & I am studying in Kranji now. I have extreme moodswings, rather emo. I can get extremely high and I got high self esteem(:
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date: Sunday, May 31, 2009
time:11:28 PM
 Can’t count on you most of all when i really need it. it’s the simple things that you do really hurt my feelings. the more i try, the more i’m starting to see it. this can’t work anymore, than you believe it.. i just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is. was i there too much, did i move too fast, i couldn’t see it? all these promises are probably how you deal with it.. it was too big to push aside.
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date: Friday, May 29, 2009
time:10:14 AM
 as time passes by, keeping things within myself, anger in me never flare up as i tolerate and when the day reaches to the right time, burst to tears..
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date: Thursday, May 28, 2009
time:10:17 PM
first, i fucking hate you. second, it's been a long time since i cried so hard. third, i want to hit you but i can't. fourth, i want to hit you either, but i can't. fifth, i'm gonna give you no respect anymore.
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date: Monday, May 25, 2009
time:10:58 PM
throwing your face.
useless me.
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date: Sunday, May 24, 2009
time:2:30 PM
baby, i wonder why sometimes we fall apart with tiny matters, we are great being together and every single day i hope our problems should not be this way and settle it easy, i ever do is trying to be all that i can be, all the time everybody say that you and me are great with each other. we made alot of our own promises. as i what i said to you just now that we would be together through out every single thing. i know i have lot's of negative character in me but im only trying to be a better guy, but you never noticed that. i know my misunderstanding towards you might be hard for you, but please tolerate whenever its occur. you may think you yourself is hard for me, but i feel that when i love you, everything is going to be fine between the both of us if you try to cooperate with me and try to tolerate my nonsense too. so many wounds that can't heal up,
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date: Friday, May 22, 2009
time:9:49 PM
seriously, i had a great day today, overall. all because of you my baby. you made my day bright, up and real happy, your plans are great. even though i'm so moody just now, i was wrong, cause i might not understand what you're feeling just now. but i know i was in the mistake all along, i'm sorry to let you down and irritate you. but one thing we do really knows, no matter what happens, we will stay strong with and for each other right? i always love you, no matter what.. don't change a thing, between us okay? i love you. i do. yes i do..
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date: Wednesday, May 20, 2009
time:7:16 PM
Happy 61 days(: looking forward to those coming months ahead of us. all the best. nowadays, why do i always feel unwell when time reaches 7pm? weird. and today's comment for the weather. burnin hot hot hot~ many tiny droplets on me body. kept complaining during lesson. still sat under the stupid fan, feels like hair dryer blowing me, gosh.
everything feels good when i'm with you.
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date: Sunday, May 17, 2009
time:9:48 AM
I never meant to be like this,
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date: Saturday, May 16, 2009
time:1:38 AM
there's one thing i can't tolerate myself, i think alot, why am i being so paraniod. why.. please stop thinking so much.. wtf kegan, stop all this nonsense sigh
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date: Friday, May 15, 2009
time:11:11 PM
 guess i passed with flying colours, acceptable marks(:
didn't post for 5 days, cause lazy or maybe busy playing restaurant city, LOL. got abit addicted. Is just too bored at home, nothing to do. rotting all day long. anyway, went zoo on 13th May 09. Perfect and right wheather on that day. I did enjoy okay, i really do(: WOOT! finished exams, can relax but prelim(dying) coming, sad huh. Then "N" level(dead) coming too. yawn and lots of boredem is towards me, how?!
no.. smile okay?(: i know you will and you can.. just put things aside and just give me a bright smile:D is that okay?
I know we've been through hard times and the struggles
And i just wanna tell you i love you..
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date: Sunday, May 10, 2009
time:10:47 PM
Happy Mother's Day.  Oh, today was great. get the full set clothing for syf, for me i spent like 600 plus plus, and my dad help me pay 800 plus plus either. i'm broke plus got hole in my wallet. really. and i never see my mum smile and laugh for a long long time.. i'm happy to see her like that then hearing her nag nag and NAG. first temperature 38.1, second tempersature 38.2, for 30 - 45 mins later. increase till 38.6, am i getting hotter? LOL. i can feel my eyes are burning already. and i'm sweating like a hippo! omgosh how? SWINE FLU AH. ): wait and die only lo.one word covers all, "sighs."
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date: Saturday, May 9, 2009
time:9:14 PM
 When you first gave me a chance, i knew that i will never forget this moment in time just a word and you took away my heart. i never knew that my life would change, i never knew that i will feel this way. Baby, believed me i'm right to be with you, i won't try to fight this feelings inside i that can't hide, i love you and that's all i know, i am sure. each time that you're not with me, i always miss you, thinking of you. i have fallen for you everyday and i will never let go cause i need you, you're the light in my daily route. the things in my heart, the things that i say are things that are true all the way. i promise you i will stay if you tell me you will be with me too, and say yes you will. we're together now, i always believe that we will be looking towards a future that is real far as the way my life is being brighten up whenever you're with me, i love you not only for what you are, but for what i am when i am with you.
i know...
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date: Friday, May 8, 2009
time:9:49 PM
GUESS WHO IS THIS.gif) , NOT ME HOR! went to eat with my friend at limbang mac. both malay, and talk in malay for the whole conversation. then i down there listen them talking in malay, wth? im not malay la can. BORED la. seriously i super sian nowadays. seriously bored. nothing to do in life. like everything i done before le. life isn't what i expected.
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date: Wednesday, May 6, 2009
time:9:43 PM
went to keat hong shopping centre to eat with Aloysius, went to see him cut his hair, asked me how to cut his hair, want me to tell the hair dresser how to cut his, LOL. i don't even know what style match him. after cutting, he keep acting to me his HANDSOME-LY hair. keep acting la. haha.. he said "i know you jealous my hair very nice right" wth. haha. enjoyed with him though. who can make me fall in love? only you can baby.
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date: Monday, May 4, 2009
time:10:38 PM
Now i think about damn what a life i had, most of that shit look back just laugh, some shit still look back get sad. That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today, no regrets i'm blessed to say the old me is gone no more..
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time:11:01 AM
suddenly got that feel to post this..
 used to be close, used to be talk alot when we were lower secondary.
used to be brother, but now? yes or no?.. are you still making up stories like last time? or you're changed now.
 when we were sec 3. super jiao face. and his acting cute -.-
 slack during mac, long ago. guessed you don't remember. jiao bin.
and the main part in this post is, chinese stall, pork oil, not hala, you still go buy and eat. serious.
last week at yew tee. Maths paper one, done. Roses by the dozen. don't think about anything now. don't be stress, frustrated.
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date: Saturday, May 2, 2009
time:9:32 PM
 call me your sugar(:
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time:10:54 AM
HAPPY BRITHDAY COUS~ ~ sweet 22. wow. you're old but I'm still giving you a treat? I thought is the other way round? anyway, are you touched?! everything i do for you, is like worth? took train to seng kang?! mygosh, I sit till my pi gu pain pain la. reached there already so like finally~. I gave up on train, so I planned to sit cab for the whole day, plan plan plan.. planned to go cine leisure to watch movie, "Horsemen" kinda disgusting, is about killing killing and killing. ate alot of granded and expensive foods^^ and surprisingly, I still got money:D decided to go sentosa and play all the attractions there, the worst thing is, took cab to the habourfront, wanted to sit cable car there, and the QUEUE was god damn long, okay nevermind. got any other way, went vivo to sit the whatever train to sentosa, mg, the QUEUE is twice as long as the cable car =.= damn it, I learnt something yesterday, on labour day, shouldn't go out. somemore is holiday friday. just to see you smile makes me happy. so can see you enjoy the treat alot(: and you're welcome! SADLY, there's no picture): your speech cannot brainwash me. cause I know the how it goes. at first, I'm so confused. but the best way is to say no. even thought "it" is going very bad, but i don't really care much. someone will explain to me clearly. you yes you, good that you gave up, cause is not a good choice. seriously, the person is not good from the way i look at him/her, look at the person post, how do you felt all this while? the person said once him/she got like you before, nonsense right? this call you're played right?.. i told you from the start, that's why i hesitate. but do what you want to do. really, i got faith in you that you can do what you want to do. smile..
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