hello guys, today math paper was kinda easy? after the paper just went back home played abit cabal, suddenly aloysius called me if i wanna go to queensway again to shop, first think came to my mind is, ai ya... i'm lazy luhh. but thought of buying a bag pack, i just went with them. with Edwin, Aloysius, Firman, Abdul and Nusrul. had a super funny time with them luh. should hang out with them often, can laugh arse out. walk around look or some bags and my bros things. leg wanna break again, kept on walking and walking none stop. after queensway we decided to go vivo, but i don't really wanna go, so i just give it a thought, why don't we go ice skating? they agreed, know what i didn't even skat at all, only abdul, aloysius and nusrul skat, super funny luh! hahaha.. waited for them skating till like for a year, i just give up i wanna go home. leave them there, so we went home by mrt and bus. what a good boy, everytime take taxi.. waster money uh,

my life almost fell apart,

sigh.. must you leave us? must you?!those childhood times.. you have been there for me, every single day when i'm young you took very good care of me, and i didn't even repay you anything, and you just leave me alone?! when i heard of the news, i fucking broke down and cried did you know that?! those few years you just visited me once a year, and now what.. you leave me alone? you left us crying, you're the best aunt i ever had.. i have been dripping tears since i know the news, sigh......i dont wanna carry on posting.. my love one, did you just left us?.. sigh

and to someone: i'm really sorry for not comforting you, but you're in the wrong time. i have complication, i have sadness too.. i'm really sorry for not helping you at all, you have to understand. i know that you're feeling damn hurt, i understand. but i'm even hurt to lose my love one.. sigh......................

i'm sorry for those childhood times, i giving you a very hard time. i admit i'm a very hard to look after, but i just wish you could look after me before you go.. just one last time....

no one last forever, i must know that.. i must know that..

yesterday, was chinese paper. like i don't even understand a word please? i just guess all the way. just done english paper today, kinda easy, no cake (: hmm i guess i gonna quit cabal or stop for awhile? getting bored of it. tmr is math, gotta buck up (: needa study, kidna miss me parents, always i'm at home alone. no one accompany me, so quiet. they always kinda late reach home and i will be there sleeping already. argh.. yawn~ my life getting super bored. no fun at all, i hope there's a badminton trip next month june. really there's nothing to blog about, nothing to say. cause my life time is super boring, should carry psoting next time.

i felt that i'm changed long ago, no longer me.

hmmm hey guys, (: how ya doing today?

went causeway to study with edwin and aloysius, oh god i just don't want aloysius to go cause, if his there. i can't even study a word, that is how irritating he is. argh, okay nevermind, just forget it. we watched movie(forbidden kingdom) it's kinda comedy, funny luh. you guys should watch. is like tmr start exams we still watched like tmr is school holiday. whoa i can tell you this, sitting with aloysius. CAN DIE SIA! SUPER IRRITATING! he sure die die confirm must ask question about the movie! wtf, my ear is just listening what his asking, damn it. feel like slapping his face, so after the show, we just went home. my leg are aching..though had a great day today. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE, TMR IS OUR EXAMS. BUCK WITH IT! LUCKS* we took a picture, go edwin blog and see. look at the right side of edwin, suddenly got one head poped out. HE SUCK!

i'm gonna tell you that i love you in the best way that i can.

oh great, today is a wonderful day. today was kinda funny during CE period, me and edwin planned something naughty again on aloysius, i called edwin to grab aloysius so i used my highlighter and drew on aloysius face (: being naughty, those 3G people came to our class for those financial thingy talk, yeah so there's a girl sat beside me and laughed. hahahaha (: is like if you were there looking, you can just laugh your arse out luhhh, is like his whole face was in purple colour ink. after CE, waited for miss thng for our mock test. great i can't see my cabal ): anyway i'm prepared for MYE. not afraid at all, confidence. i felt that today, time just went slowly, i kept on looking at my watch and class clock. keep talking to myself, quick i wanna go recess! i wanna go home..weird uh. hmm alright i will stop from here, tmr continue blogging, seeya guys. GOOD LUCK TO GUYS, MYE!

hello people, early in the morning rained heavily. thought of going to school is kinda uncomfortable. i confirm will get wet? let's see, if use umbrella, 100% my socks will get super soggy, is like my feet will be like hong kong fet luhh, if never bring, my uniform will just get wet? okay nvm. i just walk to school like nothing happen.

oh today, is real funny in class. as when i'm talking to aloysius. i saw something crawling on the wall, first thing came to my mind is a lizard. so it is, like the lizard ran to edwin, omg. i can just see edwin face, like super duper scared? he jumped off his chair and ran away. (: his there screaming around like a sissy girl(kidding uh), actually i wanted to take the lizard and throw to edwin. but 2nd thought of it. forget, don't wanna scare him,LATER SOMEONE IGNORE ME(edwin) hahaha..

well ame back home after school, just do the same old thing over and over again, played cabal till now. is like i wanna chiong, argh i need to have that mindset to study. okay, i'll study super hard from today. don't know why nowadays i'm attentive in class, never sleep at all. maybe exams are coming, (: GOOD LUCK EVERYONE FOR YOUR MYE!

No matter how afraid you're there, i will always fight your fears away(:

hey world, never went to stadium for sport's day today. early in the morning rained heavily, so decided not to go and i'm lazy i admit. wth can? aloysius just kept on calling my house like around 5.15 bugging me to go?! super irritating, argh.. call call call! i heard kestrel got 2nd last?! boo, i prefer going to another houses.

so after that, went aloysius house to get psp games and themes. super GL, like i can't tolerate is GL-ness, is like you really wanna punch his freaking face luh. went queensway with edwin, jeremy and aloysius. edwin wanna buy his soccer stuff? so we accompany him. went there by taxi, super expensive can? like $17, bought psp stuff and the lastest nike bottle (: go out with aloysius can really die or faint or even both at the same time, is like just to buy his 2 shirt can take us for 4 hrs?! wth. our leg like wriggling already, went back home by taxi again omg, money spent like water. i'm tried.. i'm tired of everything, i just wanna be quiet for awhile.

edwin, please. just control yourself, telling you straight. you will get over it. you can't do anything but cry. you will be hurt for now, but sooner or later. this hurt will fade, trust me.

you held my hand and say you'd changed, is that a lie?

YAY! BOUGHT PSP SLIM, finally (:

Edwin, this for you. you know, relationship is not that easy as what you think, you have to understand the girl you love. i know you're hurt now you feel like crying, and you cried and i can see you do love her very much, i had this feeling that i wanna fall on my knees, even my leg unable to stand properly cause i'm too hurt. you will get over it, but i understand it's not easy. it's tough, there's no use for you to whack on the notice board. it's just hurting yourself, don't be like me last time. i kept on whacking on the toilet doors and walls, i can't feel the pain but my heart did, my hand bleed. you didn't gain anything and you can't slove anything. i'm here, you can always tell me how you feel i will be there comforting you, alright? really what are brothers for? always side of you right? (: so smile, soon you will get over soon, nothing to be stress about do things smoothly, and... no one is strong when they are deepyly hurt inside them, even me i cried many times it's normal. and i believe you can manage, you're strong, just don't give up on yourself too easily, give yourself some time. and! throw away those thoughts that are negative, you negative guy, don't let me minus you -.- okay that lame, but okay, you have to know this. there's alot more to tell you, i will tell you next time. be ready and happy (: SMILE EDWIN!

no one is mentally strong when get hurts

shyt shyt shyt! i'm really addicted, sigh, cabal cabal.. once i started cabal, i do not have a proper meal hungry at times. just can't stop playing, can anyone stop me from playing it? trying to catch up aloysius level but he always 2 times higher level than me, no matter how hard i train.. argh hate it

exams are like coming real soon? like next two week. and i'm still there playing cabal for the whole day without studying. okay luh, studied abit. oh well badminton had stopped for 1 month, great i'm bored, no badminton means no life. can't wait for the trip! oh my what am i talking about, i think is cabal keeping me accompany for whole month, nothing can stop me from playing it. 100% + chop(/) SEE i'm deeply fully addicted arrrgghh. okay nvm i should control myself abit,

today aloysius absent in school, like totally peace please?! but yeah kinda boring too. nobody to joke with, make me laugh.. me and nigel planned some naughty tricks on aloysius, i went home and told aloysius "hey! aloysius, you better becareful, watched out for your back. luckily today you never come school, people finding you if not kena whack" know what? aloysius was afraid! afraid till he never take his dinner, but in the end i told that i bombed him than he scolded me like hell, but it was funny though.. me and nigel was laughing all the way.. (: enjoyed my day today, i feel that time just goes slowly..

once again, cheer up edwin.. there's nothing to be sad about, relationship just come and go. one day you will have your perfect girl that cherish your life. what are brother for? smile alright, i will be your listening ear.. you have to understand, having a relationship for first timer is not easy (: i'm helping you out.


no matter how afriad you're there, i will always fight your fears away(:

you're not alone,i'm here.. i'm there with you.

Getting bored with my own life, i kept repeating the same old thing over and over again. i can't sleep well this few day, i kept on waking up at 1 2 3 4am. maybe you're still inside my mind and dreams.. well, exams are around the corner coming nearer towards us. got to buck up on my studies cause i kept on playing computer games "cabal". is like i can just sit infront of the computer for the whole day without eating and drinking, it's like really very addictive and i'm
already addicted to it.

Brother, you got to know what is right or wrong. this guy really treat you like a "dog" somehow? i find that you're really too fatuous to give him such amount of money, you're being used okay.. here's the fact, is like you're his ATM MACHINE?! and duing recess time, he used your money every single day to buy his foods and drinks. you're not his dad, he called you to buy for him and put back his plate, man you got to use your brain. you have to protect yourself and you always get bullied by other guys. i looked at you, seriously my heart aches alot, why can't you just think for yourself. you just have to avoid him that all? you're not his servant okay, i'm being benevolent okay.. even me and edwin dislike him, the way he treated you is really very unreasonable. we brother's really care for you..

i'm not those person that you think i am (: give it a try on me

Finally (: have my blog done, all thanks to Ginny. you helped me edited all of the html( THANKS ALOT!)* feels so complicated, asked most of my friends to help out with my blog but none of them are free, waited for 3 months?! mygod, thank god there's edwin introduce me to ginny telling me she know how to edit.

during school, somehow i got to tell you guys.. i can't really tolerate with you guys "GL-NESS" i will get fustrated with it, you guys got to control your mouth by saying all those hurtful sentences. having you guys together with me made me really enjoy my life time, but you guys got to know my feelings right?

argh! can't wait, there's a badminton trip coming right towards us. really excited (: heard coach and mr foo discuss about it. i will stop right here, got to do editing in html. Anyway, welcome everyone (:

"no one is perfect"