june holidays coming, no plans. but kinda happy though, no school. can relax at home, but there's trainin. aww man, wee kim wee's cup tournament for badminton coming real soon. gotta train hard this time. no slacking,

hmm. i'm a free man, lively guy. no longer in. but out, my god brother told me mature things around for the future. what will happen when i'm in, he really cleared my mind this time, i felt freedom. i felt nothing will happen to me in the future, it's been a hard time.. a really hard time to think, wheather if i wanna out or not. but i make up my mind this time. i wanna to change, to be better enough. no use when i'm still inside, make me feel terrible. but i'm okay now, there's nothing in me but me myself and my only brothers, i want them to change better too. i hope they can treat me better,

nigel called me suddenly when i reached home, said wanna find his lover. so, thought of it. got lots of free time, so must as well go with him then staying at home and rot. so went with him, he don't even know where is she. wth. bombed me i thought he knew, so nvm i go with him . along the mrt, he decided to go visit his grandfather in alexandra hospital, is like all those time is just waiting for his grandfather -.- but it's okay. worth the time being with him cause seldom go out with him. me and him got stomach painss aches, haha.. funny, we are there in the hospital nagging that we got stomachaches, after the whole visit. went orhard to find tony (: chat chat for awhile then went bugis find his lover, FINALLY (: so we went there have our dinner, ate noodles. the whole retaurant no space like we waited for half an hour more to find 2 damn sits. after the whole trip, went my god brother house to talk (: talked alot of things that really go inside my mind. glad i opened my mind. grats me. okay i had a great time with my brothers today (: smile bros, love you guys.

i'm a renewed guy.