I try to make my way to you but still i feel so lost but i don't know what else i can do...this time all i want is you,

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility.
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me.

yesterday went aloysius house to play, watched some dvd. boring even jeremy agrees with me, like being jailed up. stayed till kinda late already, called my parents if i can stay at aloysius house. my parents just say okay, but for jeremy parents, really need to beg them to let him stay.. omg, without jeremy in the house is like super boring luh please, no laughter. after yesterday so is today, went home early in the morning. me and jeremy planned to go out again, but everybody like so lazy. and the freaking weather make my head so heavy, spinning my mind around. argh, somemore aloysius bugggg me go swmming, i'm already so tired luh.. okay nvm, i think i will post later, my head hurts...

to tell the truth you know ive been hurting all along, you're the first and last thing on my mind..