i got to relax, nowadays. more things are happening to me, kept on dreaming my worse nightmare, why?..

hey guys, i'm really very mad, angry fustrated today. early morning at 8, wanna play cabal but there's error. i kept tryingg to went in. but can'ttt playyy! i tried every ways to get in that stupid game. tried to restart com, tried redownload.worse each download cost me 1 hour, tried till 6 oclock in th evening. damn! i'm can't take it, stupid com. throw away lahhh.. argh

.. i should listen to nigel long ago, you kept on telling me people treating you badly, i admit i treat you bad too, do you know why?! ask yourself fucker, you're treating me bad too, 2x as bad as i treat you. do you know you keep "gl" me till it's hurtful?! right, you don't even understand, CAUSE YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT THE MEANING OF "BROTHERSHIP" you bloody idiotic arsehole. ask yourself! how many times had you lied to me, not only today. ask yourself last time, HOW MANY TIMES. i hate it when you use your money to go againist me, you forever won't get serious, i tried to change you. but you can't see why i'm doing that, other people said you're damn irritating, why still being with you. i told them, no matter what, his till my brother. i helped you so many times. not only today you bombed me, think yourself. sigh.. i should listen to nigel earlier.. man, i'm sad. please think lah boy, you lost one brother already you still not enough? i never say your name is already very good..

argh, never blog for 4 days. i'm lazy and busy playing cabal,

my memories are just within 15 more days,